Wednesday, December 5, 2012

Lately I have had this feeling more and more that Maci looks like MJ. I don't know why I don't see Will in her eyes. I just see MJ. Her round, cute, adorable, little face reminds me so much of his round, cute, adorable little face. Which doesn't make a whole lot of sense because Will and MJ were identical twins.

Which makes me remember more and more how much I don't remember of Will during his first year.

I wish I didn't have this life. I wish all my children were alive. I've conceived four children. I hold two in my arms. Pretty bad odds if you ask me.

Yesterday I attempted to explain to Will what a twin was and how he has and doesn't have a twin brother at the same time. Conversation #1,893 that sucks.